Past Thanksgiving and Future Thanksgiving.

Last year's Thanksgiving holidays was totally different. I was in such a dark place, I was being influenced in such a wrong way that lead to me many bad situations. I dont even remember this time last year, yes of course I remember what happened, how I felt, and what I was doing. But I dont remember who I was, or what goal I was heading towards.

This past year has been such a dramatic season of my life. This time last year I was deeply in love with my boyfriend, who I dont talk anymore today. I had bestfriends who I dont talk to anymore, and I now have friends that I didnt even know last year. I was running away from God last year and today I am running towards Him knowing that my strength comes from Him. I was kicked off of leadership this time last year, and now I am involved in so many areas of the church. I am a children's ministry leader, youth leader, and I volunteer at the school within my church. This time last year, I was planning a wedding, which clearly that isnt happening anymore.

So much has changed over this past year. I am a totally different person. I know who I am in Christ, I know exactly what God is calling me to do in life. and I have purpose in my life. I am so thankful for everything that has happening this past year, for my mentors that have directed me down the right path, for church leaders giving me a second chance at being leader, and a huge thanks to Mark. For if I didn't met him and date him for 5 years, I would have no idea what I want in a husband. He showed me to treasure my heart, and to guard it with everything I am because any boy can come along and destroy it. He also taught me how to truly love someone and how to let them go. Which I am sure this letting go process is more than just letting go, it is being more confident in yourself to actually let that special someone go. Thank you to everyone who has prayed for me, and who has supported me my decision over this past year. I cant wait to see what this next year holds for me. :)